They make me smile.
And I love knowing that more than a few people are completely supportive of me right now. I love you guys, so much. Sorry I haven’t totally there the past coupla weeks. That’s how I get when I do shows-nothing else seems to matter.
ANYWAYS, <3 <3 <3
“Hah, well, it’s easy to tell who’s been taking dance lessons!”
“….Oh, I’ve never had a dance lesson in my life. “
” —A conversation between me and Mr. Wyatt [I think that’s who he said he was]
Back during last week’s performance. It really touched me, to know I DO have talent. =]
Maddie.
Goddamn, I love her.
Is it possible to lose faith in something you give your whole heart to every day?
‘Cause that’s how I feel right now.
@robertvincenttt sweetie, your last post is quite hostile. haha.
OMGEE, i dont want to sleep. ever. i just want to keep on living. save sleep for when i’m old and rotting.
Last night was SO MUCH FUN. I love love love love love everyone in ‘Curtains’. The energy was pumpin’, and everyone was so pumped backstage, and it was just lovely. Then we all went out afterwards (get this: my dad let me stay out! I just had to be home by oneish), and went to Ram’s Horn, and ate and talked, and laughed, and overall just had a really nice time. I can’t believe we have two more and we’re done. =’( Just thinking about it and I want to cry.
OHMAN I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!! I have to finish my paper, do that outline, do my math….AND I have to practice my cello like, A LOT. I haven’t done ANY cello/theory stuff…but i have to-my teacher’s coming next week! yikes yikes yikes!
oh well.. i can do it!
okie dokie.
<3 <3 <3
HAH Take that, Sun.
lol. So I’m in my room, hacking up a lung, and pretending my nose isn’t a faucet, ‘cause I don’t wanna get up and grab a new box of tissues <—-so lazy, it’s crazy.
I have so much stupid Government homework. A four-page research paper about a founding father? Pfffft, us old APUSH lags could do this in our sleep…Not that I’m excited about doing it…it’s almost an insult to write a paper like that, after taking AP Us History sophomore year. And passing perfectly. =p
The show last night was so freakin’ awesome. All our energy was through the roof. My changed line even got a TON more reaction than what it was before, which was cool. My dad was in the audience last night…I was so scared he’d get mad, because I turned up the sexiness last night during the sleazier numbers….but he just said he was proud of me, and that I’m talented. FUCKING FINALLY. All I do is try to make my dad proud of me, and finally he is for something that’s ME, not what he wants me to be. Yesterday was just a great day, overall.
I’m worried ‘cause the weather’s icky today, but I am going tonight with the intent to give the audience no other choice but to give us a standing ovation. =] I’m actually kinda mad that The Last Five Years is running on the same weekends. A little competition, Mr. V? We’ll take your show DOWN. <—I shouldn’t say that, The Last Five Years is a fundraiser for DHS and all, but really? It couldn’t have been a different two weekends? OH, well. I wasn’t going to go see it anyways…I like the music in it, but I don’t plan on spending money to go see the show….
Dayum. 2 more years, and I’ll be 18. I can be free. And legal. =p Haha, wow.
Okiedokie, artichokey.
<3<3<3
Oh boy. Today marks the second weekend of ‘Curtains’. I’m superduper excited, to be honest. My mom’s side of the family’s coming tonight, and my one line is now sure to be hella funnier. <—-My one line about me being a slut used to be sorta funny, but I had an epiphany, and changed it last night, and people loved it hella more, soooooooooo…………I’m so proud of myself.
I love this cast SO SO SO SO MUCH. There’s no drama, and everyone just wants to work together and it’s such a good show. Doing this show just reminded me why I love theatre so much, and why I’d love to give it a shot when I graduate….I probably won’t go full out, but maybe audition for some higher-end stuff, and see where it takes me. It’s just so cool ‘cause ever since I was a kid, I’ve known that I can’t take just being normal. Or having an everyday life. No, I was defenitely born to do something extraordinary, and that’s how I feel every time I walk out on that stage.
Ohkay, I have school in like, an hour. And apparently it could just be me PMScrazy, but I don’t seem to have many friends really there. Which bugs me loads, but at the same time, it’s just high school. I have some real friends, and a passion, and what more do I need, right?
<3<3<3
Mariam, one of a kind human<3
yup better than most people. just sayin’
also. i just split water all over my homework. FML 3page essay.
Robert =]
(btw, my name’s Mariam, heehee)
I’m sick.
I’m tired.
I have rehearsal.
I’m on a bitch track right now.
I don’t want to hear anymore about other people.
Dammit, I wanna be selfish for once. It’s always ‘Listen Listen Listen. Agree Agree Agree. Laugh Laugh Laugh’ and I’m STILL NOT on everyone’s good side. So ya know what? Fuck this. FUCK IT. I’m defenitely doing things for me right now.
I.E: No school tomorrow. I need some fucking sleep. I refuse to talk to anyone about what’s going on because a) it doesn’t concern them and b) I’m getting treated like shit for misunderstandings? EFF THAT.
AND I HAVE A SHOW TOMORROW.
someone cheer me up?
LOL, I heart Pat. After the show last night, we were talking and since I told him I’d be shooting for Rizzo in the Spring (even though Natalie’s a shoo-in, I want that double-cast. Bad.), so when V walked on by, Pat started talking me up. I thought it was sooo funny, since when we first started the show, things were so awkward, but whatever. Pat’s my buddy. =]
This show, “Curtains” has been so much fun. Ups and downs, and all. Luckily the only drama has been with everything BUT the actors/actresses. I love everyone in the cast so much, I’m going to be incredibly sad when it’s over. =/ But it’s been a good run so far, I’ve made so many new friends, and so much has happened.
Man, let me tell you how much I hate misunderstandings. There has been like, a ton of drama, including me getting bitched at, over something that got resolved in less than five minutes. Hah, okay. Funny story Greg told me:
So Greg and GPV were discussing the recent hullabaloo of problems that were plaguing Joe, Bella, and myself. And just as Greg said ‘Well, they’ll make up soon.’ Joe exclaimed ‘GROUP HUG!!’ It was hilarious when Greg told me, because Joe, Bella, and I wrapped things up in almost less than ten minutes. I mean, there’s been a myriad of reactions, but we all ended up making plans to go see a movie either on Homecoming, or somewhere around it. Haha, silly drama. I can’t wait to get the hell outta highschool.
Like, of course I’m not really saying what I mean, right now. I have so much else to focus on, my social life is taking a carseat in the back. But things’ll work themselves out, because it’s all just so silly. And if not…sure, I’ll be a bit upset, but guess what? I might end up better off than half of these people, anyways. I know what I want, where I’m going, and have backups. Friends are…disposable. It kills me to say that, because I have a couple friends that mean the world to me, and losing them would probably tear me up for awhile. But everyone else? It sucks, don’t get me wrong, but I almost don’t care, too much. Like Erin was telling me, “It’s only highschool. There’s only two people I still talk to from high school.” She graduated three years ago or something.
Anyways, this was really ridiculously long, but I’m waiting for all my music/photos/documents to download onto my new laptop. My dad got it for me for Eid. =]
Okie dokie artichokie. Buhhbye. =]
Hangin’ with Maddie is mighty fun. =]
I have cello lessons, and a dance intensive today. Suprisingly I’m ready for all of it. Like, I’m REALLY excited.
Oh, I got cast in ‘Epic Proportions’…Just in ensemble, but I’m overjoyed, nonetheless. Things are going pretty decent right now. I mean, I’m overworked already with all this homework, and tests and stuff, but it’s fun, too. Especially since I finally got some sleep (15 hours FTW).
But something’s been bugging me. There’s a few things I’m good at. Like, stuff I pride myself on being really good at. I like being a know-it-all sometimes, because it just happens so rarely. But people gotta be harshin’ my flow, and saying that they’re better….and maybe they are, but I’m pretty damn good. Like, certain things are MY things, and I don’t like it when people intrude and act like they’re better.
Oh,well. I’m still just not gonna say anything, because certain people just wouldn’t get it, and probably call me a loser. *SIGH*
Okiedokie. I love you all.
Stress time? I think YES!
Homework. School. Show. Tech week. Callbacks.
My life is stressfull and as much as I complain…I secretly LOVE it.
