November 2009
SICKSICKSICKSICK!
^At least, I think I am….there is only so much food a girl can handle. :P
Isn’t that weird? I’ve just noticed recently, I can hardly eat anything anymore. Like my body has set a limit for itself….huh. Whatever.
I really don’t want school anymore. Like, I’m not school oriented, at all. I just want to act, I don’t really care what else is going on in the...
Thankful.
I am thankful for everyone important in my life right now. I am thankful for Amanda Cecilia Mary Hanchon, her family, and how good they have been to me. <3
I am thankful for my mom, always a ray of sunshine when I’m down.
I am thankful for life, even if it can get hard.
I love you all, so very much.
To-Do List
1)Stop feeling sorry for myself
2)Act like nothing’s wrong
3)Legitimately be happy for everyone.
4)Enjoy doing what I love to do.
…Oh, I should probably eat too….
Terrible Threes.
I suppose all bad things come in threes. First off, I basically failed my math act prep thing, because I thought I had a lot less time than I actually did…so I just guessed and probably failed half of it. I obviously don’t have any form of talent, as shown by GPV…like, it’s not the ‘not getting a role’ that bothers me, just the fact that I get called back, and...
Dear Unnoticable Hard-Work,
It’d be cool if you would become noticeable, sometime, and save me all the rage.
“I’m falling into memories of you, and things we used to do.”
– Yellowcard, “One Year, Six Months”
My last post...
I shouldn’t have jinxed that.
I hate stuff.
It's my birthday, and I'll cry if I want to...
But why in God’s name would I wanna cry? Today’s callbacks, my 16th birthday, and basically…the best day ever imaginable.
:D
A good song for those hoping...Sam Tsui →
“It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
– Albus Wulfric Percival Brian Dumbledore
The piper pays him? Yes sir, yes sir....
My gosh, I’m tired. At least I have The Music Man soundtrack blasting. It’s basically my favorite musical of all time. :D
Birthday next monday. :D
Birthday Ideas.
Okay, so my 16th birthday is coming up. I need a plan. So far the best idea I have is to go with a couple of people to Ann Arbor [since it really is my home away from home] for the day, then go back to my house and gorge on cake.
^However, I’m not too sure what we would do in Ann Arbor. I might just go shopping with a friend or two, then have people come over later….
I’m so...
Is it too late to apologize?
Is it too late to apologize for all the stupid things I’ve said?
What about the things I’ve done? Can I still make amends for those?
Or is any chance of fixing this frienship gone?
Because I’d sure as hell do what I can to make it all better, even if it took me the better part of three million years. Things are just so apathetic, and I miss the one person that could sit and...
Goodbye, 'Epic'
..and heeeeeeeeelllloooo, ‘Grease’. Maybe. If I’m lucky enough to get in, I should never assume that I WILL get in, ‘cause chances are, I won’t. Me + Talent is defenitely not a real equation, although I certainly do try. :)
OH,boy, what is it with me getting information after it’s relevant? Not fair. Oh, well. I’ll figure it out.
Okiedoke, I...
Among the hordes of the memories....
So I’ve been listening to Charlene Kaye a lot. All her songs have a sweetness, and a depth to them.
Last night was Halloween-overall, not the best Halloween, but I enjoyed it. I worked out how to my hair for ‘Epic Proportions’, and my makeup. It’s like a flashback to my freshman year….Ick.
There’s not too much to say, anymore. It’s weird, but I feel like...
